s i m p l i c i t y

haven been posting here for a very long time…

coz i moved!!!

www.iampearl-lyn.blogspot.com

=)

those two appointments were cancelled…super suai cn… nw i feel i shld juz get a job la…if nt i will surely die…correct?

da ta…i will hav my first n second appointment tml…yesh~!!!

n please bless me tt they wil wan to employ those china nationals…

JIA YOU…

n HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIM IVY~!!!

i actuali already blogged out…but internet explorer sucks…so nw i m usin mac safari…quite gd…

sl camp ended yest…n yes,i went for al 3 days…ppl asked me y i already grad but i stil go bk sch for tis stuffs…e reason is simple,i miss school…

camp has been fun except tt i dun like e main comm n also they broke some traditions in SL camp…but i m stil lookin forward to orientation…

i miss e old programmers loads…

anyway,uncle lim wrote to me n i recevied it on 31st mar,..so i replied him on the 1st,which is apr fools’ day…its gd to hear from him thou i haven been writin to him for quite some time…its been gd to hear updates from him,sayin he is wel there n learnin tt he has changed alot…juz hope tt wen he comes out,he wil stil b e gd uncle lim…i miss his listenin ear…

til tis time at my life,i feel tt i m aimless…

i used to think of wat my future will b n i start to plan for it…but nw,i dun hav e ability to…n i hope someday soon,i wil b able to have e ability again…

no…its not a dead blog…juz haven been updating…

i have loads of time…but i juz dunno y i didn blog as much…

i read my previous blog entries n i found out tt i have been bloggin like mayb once or twice a mth…i muz get my bloggin as my hobby back…

have nt been wkin since i left e shippin company…wk as e sales ting also no customer…then no basic makes me feel more sianz…i m so poor now…no income for e whole mth…!!!

dad says he gt a wk for me…juz need to wait for e advertisement n then i send my resume n he wil get me to e position…job duties somehow similiar to bros…also at tuas…but pay wise surely v little la…stil hope wld b higher due to e fact it is at e west…

recently has been slpin late…wakin up late…slackin at hm…playin fluff,sometimes viwawa…ARGH…i shld chg my habit…

even when there are times to look outside the window,the thought didn come so frequently like e past…n i wonder y…

i didn know if dad wanted to sel e flat out of his gdwil…but it seemed that i had mistaken him in some way…

i thot he wanted to sell the flat so he cn get some cash frm it…however,juz yesterday,i realised that he didn know abt e cash tt cn b taken after hs had been sold…

n yesterday,dy told me tt my dad had been troublin abt it til he cnt get to slp…

for al tis,i felt guilty n a little disappointed in myself…

dad wanted to sell the flat n get a cheaper one so e mthly loan repayment wil b less taxin on his side…i shld hav tink abt it…but i didn…

however,aft we gt a new place,al of us wil hav to contribute more…in terms of renovation costs;hav to split e costs,mthly contribution to dad;for hs loan,misc…

i realised for nw,i only cn tink of present…unlike e past wen i wil tink abt my future…hw i shld go abt to pursue my studies…nwi juz cnt…

sincere apologies to my dad for tinkin bad abt him…juz hope tis obstacle in life wil b over soon…n also abt some mentality thots abt dad…

but sometimes i wil juz forget e tings i wanna blog…ok…lets jus hav some updates…

gg to end my current job in les than 10 days time…a little bu she de…coz wked for gg a yr…

BUT due to e fact tt i m reali in need of $$$,tts e only choice…moreover…u al know la…

dad called me bk on sat for a family meetin…n he told me tt he is sellin e hs n buyin another cheaper one…same 4 room flat…but may not b in tamp anymore…tis also means we r stil stayin together…but in a new non-memories flat…

renovation wil b shared among al of us…as for e montly hs loan,we will also need to contribute…

al these means higher expenses on my part…

currently need to pay for my bank loan,insurance,hp bills,etc…wen al tis adds up,i tink i reali need to strive harder for my nex job…

esp wen i reali need to save money for my future…

dad also says that wen we buy e flat,we wil hav to pay $11k cash…which i tink al of us do nt hav…for tis,i felt a little troubled…

i juz hope i wil earn more for my nex job…so i cn pay my stuffs on my part…n hav my dream buys for e yr…

lets pray n hope…

pre valentine…had marche @ vivo…then went to watch cj7…n both of us managed to catch e last train bk hm… =)

valentine itself…had nice fondue @ haagen daz…

thou nth much,time spent means more than anythin…

sweet valentine…

haven been goin anywher…

been only to ah ma’s, godma’s place…dy’s ah ma ,2 aunty’s plus dy’s place…went also to ping ping’s place…al e places i have been for e eve plus e actual new yr…

no place to go…

gamble also lose…lol…damn bad luck…e stupid radio telecast stil say capricorn wil win wen gamble…so not zhun can…lol…

but i stil have hopes for the rattie yr…

hope al wil b smooth and everyone wil b healthy…~!!!

sellin e hs in apr…

i cried the night out wen tellin dydy hw i felt…

tt was hw sad i m…knowing i hav to delete those memories tt i once had of my mom…